Zero days and one more night to sleep until my doctor’s appointment.
I am so nervous. I almost started crying a little earlier imagining the different scenarios that could happen tomorrow. In my history with doctors, they often could not find what was wrong with me, so of course, that is a massive fear of mine.
What also scares me is the possibility that it is something chronic I will never be able to get rid of. Surgery would also be scary…
Even though the waiting is almost over and I guess I should be happy about that I am just so scared of tomorrow.
I watched mostly youtube and tv today, so I do not have an accurate count of how many episodes and movies I have seen, but I finished my basket cover. It is only missing the elastic to keep it in place.
And I went through my crochet, knit and craft magazine collection and decided I could part with about half of it. So I am a little proud of myself.
keep on smiling